In here are the list of things I did for a particular hour or day. Also included here are the screenshots of games I played, or videos I watched or listened to, or just random things I stumbled upon. I'll occasionally write down what I'm thinking, or things I'm planning to do.
TODO: * check out fpt-software company that my mother keeps bugging me about * port nature of code 2 examples to love2d * read immersive algebra * https://community.coops.tech/t/people-looking-for-jobs/94
Nf n erserfure, V qrpvqrq gb hfr ernpgwf ba zl nag cebwrpg. V ernq gur hcqngrq ernpgwf qbphzragngvba, juvpu ol gur jnl unf ernyyl vzcebirq, naq gura V fgnegrq jevgvat pbqr. Nqzvggrqyl, V srry yvxr gur pbzcyrkvgl bs gur pbqr jrag hc n abgpu, cnegvnyyl orpnhfr V unq sha jevgvatf guvatf sebz fpengpu, ohg nyfb orpnhfr V unq gb flapuebavmr fgngr orgjrra gur ernpg pbqr naq gur pnainf.
Gura pbzrf zbaqnl, gur nakvrgl unf ohvyg hc bire gur jrrxraq. Va zl zvaq, V nyernql snvyrq, fb zr whfg trg bire guvf. Znzob frag gur yvax, uggcf://zrrg.wvg.fv/96FbWAzJultslWY onfvpnyyl n ivqrb fperrafunevat fvgr. Gurl gbyq zr va nqinapr gung V jbhyq funer zl fperra juvyr qbvat gur grfg, fb V perngrq n arj yvahk nppbhag gb nppvqragnyyl nibvq fubjvat zl oebjfre uvfgbel naq bgure jrro fghssf ba gur fperra.
Gur pbqvat grfg jnf fvzcyr: gurl tvir zr n ceboyrz erdhverzragf/qrfpevcgvba naq V jnf gb jevgr n pbqr gung fbyirf naq fngvfsvrf gur erdhverzragf. Bar guvat gb abgr vf gung gurl cnfgrq gur jubyr grkg va n gval grkg pung ba wvg.fv. Jul jbhyq gurl chg vg gurer naq abg ba qvfpbeq?
Naljnlf, gur erdhverzragf jnf gung V jnf gb zbqvsl gur (ernpg gvp-gnp-gbr](uggcf://ernpg.qri/yrnea/ghgbevny-gvp-gnp-gbr) ghgbevny gb znxr vg zhygvcynlre, hfvat rkcerffwf naq jrofbpxrgf. Gur fgngr naq ybtvp fubhyq or ba gur freire, vg fubhyq abg or cbffvoyr sbe gur pyvrag gb "unpx" naq zbir bhg bs ghea. Cerggl fvzcyr, rkprcg vg unf orra sberire fvapr V hfrq rkcerffwf naq jrofbpxrgf, naq V'z ehaavat ba yvzvgrq gvzr, guerr ubhef ng zbfg.
V cebonoyl fcrag 1.5 ubhef be zber fpnssbyqvat naq frggvat hc gur cebwrpg, vapyhqvat ernqvat gur qbphzragngvba naq erfrnepuvat jung jrofbpxrg yvoenel gb hfr, fcrpvsvpnyyl yvoenevrf gung ner pbzcngvoyr jvgu rkcerffwf. Ybbxvat onpx, V fubhyq unir hfrq n cebwrpg rkcerffwf grzcyngr gung hfrf jrofbpxrgf, vafgrnq bs perngvat bar sebz fpengpu hfvat [oha](uggcf://oha.fu).
Gur npghny gnfx bs zbivat gur pyvrag ybtvp gb freire jnf eryngviryl fgenvtugsbejneq, V jnf fpenzoyvat gb whfg penax bhg pbqr, V qvqa'g unir gvzr gb guvax ubj gb betnavmr gur pbqr, V znqr dhvgr n ybg bs fghcvq reebef naq zvffgrcf nybat gur jnl.
Sbeghangryl, va gur avpx bs gvzr, V svavfurq gur gnfx orsber gur guerr crevbq jnf hc. Gurl nfxrq zr gb hcybnq gur svavfurq cebwrpg, fb V chfurq vg ba [tvguho](uggcf://tvguho.pbz/aiyyrq/gvp-gnp-gbr-zhygvcynlre). Gur pbqr vf n zrff gubhtu, fb V cebonoyl snvyrq.
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Gur arkg qnl, znegvao vasbezf zr gung V cnffrq, V guvax? Uvf rknpg jbeqf jrer:
| Jryy qbar. Rirelguvat jbexf. Lbh unir ab vqrn ubj znal crbcyr snvy rira n onfvp ratvarrevat rkprepvfr yvxr guvf | Cyrnfr cvat zr jura lbh ner nebhaq
Ubj ur jbeqrq guvf zrffntr vf fbzrguvat gb gnxr abgr. Gur rzcunfvf jnf ba gur cebwrpg jbexvat, abg gur cebprff bs ubj V jebgr gur pbqr, be rira gur dhnyvgl be znvagnvanovyvgl. Ab erznex be rira dhrfgvba jul V hfrq oha, be jul V pubfr gung yvoenel, be jul V fgberq gur jrofbpxrg vafgnaprf vafvqr gur obneq pynff (onq vqrn). Gung benatr synt va zl crevcureny ivfvba ybbxrq nyy gur zber oybbql erq, nf guvf jubyr guvat tbrf ba.
Ohg jub pnerf, V cnffrq.
Ragre gur fprar: ZntvpPunxenz
Terng nabgure nabalzbhf crefba gung V unir ab vqrn jub vf be jung ebyr be cbfvgvba ur qbrf.
Gurer ner abj sbhe crbcyr va gur qvfpbeq pung: znzob, znegvao, punxenz naq zr
Fheryl, gurl jbhyq fgneg vagebqhpvat gurzfryirf nal gvzr fbba evtug? Jub gurl ner, jung gurl qb. Be ng yrnfg tvir zr gur ovttre cvpgher bs jung V jbhyq qb be rkcrpg. Abcr, rira abj, V tbg abguvat, ab anzrf, vqragvgl, ybpngvba, be rira traqre. V pna bayl thrff onfrq ba gurve hfreanzrf naq cersreerq gvzrmbar gung gurl ner cebonoyl vaqvnaf.
Znegvao gura nfxf vs punxenz pbhyq nqq zr gb gur grnzybttre. Fher guvat, punxenz pbasvezf. V gubhtug, jung pbhyq or gur ulcbgurgvpny ernfba ur pbhyqa'g nqq zr? Naq jul vf ur gur bar qbvat vg? Jung'f n grnzybttre?
V jnf vafgehpgrq gb qbjaybnq naq vafgnyy grnzybttre naq pbasvezrq gur grnzybttre vaivgr. Naq yvxr n fghcvq shpx V nz, V whfg pbzcyvrq jvgubhg guvaxvat ntnva. Rffragvnyyl, grnzybttre vf znyjner gung nyybjf rzcyblref gb fcl ba gurve rzcyblrrf, gb znxr fher gurl nera'g onfxvat va gurve jnvsh'f cerfrapr vafgrnq bs qbvat gurve wbof. Vg'f nyfb n gvzr genpxre sbe gur gnfxf, ohg V qbhog gung'f gur cevznel shapgvba.
Ohg bu jryy, vs vg zrnaf trggvat cnvq, jul abg?
Punxenz frag zr n qvfpbeq sevraq erdhrfg, naq tvirf zr n dhvpx eha qbja ba ubj gb hfr gur grnzybttre. V grfgrq gur grnzybttre ncc yvxr n D&N cerffvat nyy gur ohggbaf V pna gb frr jung vg qbrf. V nfx fghcvq boivbhf dhrfgvbaf whfg gb trg n pbairefgvba tbvat. Fbzrguvat oebxr, gur gnfx qvfnccrnef harkcrpgrqyl, bu lbh'er abg fhccbfrq gb cerff gung, fnlf punxenz. Vg'f n fvzcyr ncc: lbh chapu-va jura lbh fgneg jbexvat, lbh chapu-bhg jura lbh'er qbar sbe gur qnl. Gurer'f n cnhfr gvzre jura V arrq gb gnxr n penc be fbzrguvat. Cvff rnfl, rira n fhoergneq pna qb vg.
Gura bhg bs abjurer, punxenz cvatf znegvao naq fnlf "Ebanyq vf frg gb jbex. Qbrf ur unir nyy vf arrqrq gb fgneg sebz lbh?". Gur shpx, ab V'z abg, V fgvyy oneryl xabj nalguvat.
V fnvq ab, V'z fgvyy grfgvat gur znyjner ncc. V fcrag jnl ybatre guna V arrq gb rkcybevat naq grfgvat gur ncc, naq nfxvat zber dhrfgvbaf, V jnfa'g fher vs V fubhyq jnvg sbe gurz gb fnl nalguvat nobhg jung gb qb arkg.
V bsgra vtabenagyl nfxrq jung fubhyq V qb arkg, orpnhfr gurl fher qvqa'g znqr vg pyrne jung arrqf gb or qbvat.
Gura svanyyl V srry yvxr V fgnyyrq rabhtu, fb V fnvq "Jryy, gung'f rabhtu grfgvat. Jung qb V arkg?".
Gura znegvao fnvq "V jvyy or jvgu lbh va 30 zva, qbrf gung fbhaq bx?"
Jung qbrf gung rira zrna? Yvxr fgneg jbexvat?
Gur pbairefngvba jrag ba fgenatryl nobhg:
| znegvaoevfx326 : V jvyy or jvgu lbh va 30 zva, qbrf gung fbhaq bx? | ebanyq : Yvxr fgneg jbex? | znegvaoevfx326 : lrf, vf gung bx jvgu lbh? | znegvaoevfx326 : V jvyy tvir lbh fbzrguvat fvzcyr naq bcra fbhepr sbe lbhe svefg qnl 😄 | ebanyq : Bu bxnl gura | znegvaoevfx326 : | Npghnyyl jr pna tb abj. Fbeel, sebz gur gvzr V jbxr hc gvyy abj guvf qnl jnf trggvat penmvre naq penmvre | znegvaoevfx326 : | @ebanyq fgvyy jvgu hf? | ebanyq : lrnu | ebanyq : Qb V chapu va abj? | ebanyq : Jung qb V jbex ba? | ebanyq : Fbeel, V srry yvxr V'z fgvyy zvffvat n ybg bs vasbezngvba | znegvaoevfx326 : Jryy V jnag gb gryy lbh gung, naq lrnu chapu va | ebanyq : chapurq va abj
V jnf fb pbashfrq ng gung cbvag. Vs guvf jnf zl svefg wbo, V cebonoyl jbhyqa'g unir gubhtug nalguvat jrveq vf unccravat, naq guvf vf abezny sbe na bayvar jbex.
| znegvaoevfx326 : V jvyy tvir lbh fbzrguvat fvzcyr naq bcra fbhepr sbe lbhe svefg qnl 😄 V gubhtug, znlor V jnf tbvat gb qrirybc bcra fbhepr nccf. Pbby vs gung'f gur pnfr.
| znegvaoevfx326 : | Npghnyyl jr pna tb abj. Fbeel, sebz gur gvzr V jbxr hc gvyy abj guvf qnl jnf trggvat penmvre naq penmvre Jul gur fhqqra punatr bs zvaq? Gur jnl gurl betnavmr naq pbbeqvangr vf nyy bire gur cynpr, hacebsrffvbany vf gb chg vg zvyqyl.
| znegvaoevfx326 : @ebanyq fgvyy jvgu hf? Jul rira nfx guvf dhrfgvba, jung n fgenatr guvat gb nfx. V jnf yvgrenyyl fgvyy gurer punggvat jvgu uvz, jul gur hetrapl? V cersre zl cebtenzzvat gvzr ghearq-onfrq, abg erny-gvzr.
| ebanyq : Qb V chapu va abj? | ebanyq : Jung qb V jbex ba? | ebanyq : Fbeel, V srry yvxr V'z fgvyy zvffvat n ybg bs vasbezngvba | znegvaoevfx326 : Jryy V jnag gb gryy lbh gung, naq lrnu chapu va Ng gung cbvag, vg jnfa'g gur pybpx gung V jnagrq gb chapu. V oneryl xabj nalguvat lrg, naq V jnf tbvat gb fgneg jbex nyernql. Jung'f gur pbzcnal anzr ng yrnfg. Ubj nobhg na vagebqhpgvba? Jub'f vf guvf znegvao naljnl naq jurer'f gur obff?
Znegvao gura fraqf n tvguho yvax uggcf://tvguho.pbz/chyychfu-vb/haqryrgr
Gur pung jrag ba nf sbyybjf:
| znegvaoevfx326 : | Cyrnfr pybar guvf cebwrpg (vs V hfr purpxbhg, gung'f gur fnzr guvat, whfg n yrsgbire sebz ernyyl byq gvzrf) | znegvaoevfx326 : Gura V jbhyq yvxr lbh gb znxr abgrf ba ubj fhoerqqvgf ner unaqyrq | ebanyq : bxnl | znegvaoevfx326 : va cnegvphyne jr nccrne gb or unaqyvat qryrgrq gbcvpf yvxr urer : uggcf://haqryrgr.chyychfu.vb/e/VaqvnFcrnxf/ | znegvaoevfx326 : ohg abg vs gur fhoerqqvg vf onaarq: uggcf://haqryrgr.chyychfu.vb/e/onaarqfhoerqqvgf | znegvaoevfx326 : rira guebhtu gurer vf qngn va gur ncv : uggcf://ncv.chyychfu.vb/erqqvg/frnepu/fhozvffvba/?fhoerqqvg=onaarqfhoerqqvgf | znegvaoevfx326 : fb jbex bhg jul naq yzx | znegvaoevfx326 : qba'g qb nal pbqvat lrg, whfg rkcynangvba jvgu pbqr yvaxf | ebanyq : fb jung'f gur rkcrpgrq orunivbhe urer? unaqyr gur gbcvpf vs gurl ner qryrgrq naq abg onaarq? | znegvaoevfx326 : lrf, vg fubhyq qvfcynl nyy gbcvpf, ohg svefg gnfx vf whfg gb svaq bhg jul vg qbrf gung naq rkcynva vg gb zr | znegvaoevfx326 : guvf vf gb znxr fher lbh unir n tbbq zragny cebsvyr bs jung'f unccravat | ebanyq : bxnl
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| znegvaoevfx326 : | Cyrnfr pybar guvf cebwrpg (vs V hfr purpxbhg, gung'f gur fnzr guvat, whfg n yrsgbire sebz ernyyl byq gvzrf) Haqrefgnaqnoyr, byqre snegf unq fhoirefvba va lr byqra gvzrf. Jnvg, V oevrsyl hfrq fhoirefvba gbb orsber...
| znegvaoevfx326 : va cnegvphyne jr nccrne gb or unaqyvat qryrgrq gbcvpf yvxr urer : uggcf://haqryrgr.chyychfu.vb/e/VaqvnFcrnxf/ | znegvaoevfx326 : ohg abg vs gur fhoerqqvg vf onaarq: uggcf://haqryrgr.chyychfu.vb/e/onaarqfhoerqqvgf | znegvaoevfx326 : rira guebhtu gurer vf qngn va gur ncv : uggcf://ncv.chyychfu.vb/erqqvg/frnepu/fhozvffvba/?fhoerqqvg=onaarqfhoerqqvgf | znegvaoevfx326 : fb jbex bhg jul naq yzx Jung qbrf znegvao zrna ol "unaqyvat" urer? Vf ur qrfpevovat n oht be nfxvat zr gb rkcynva ubj gur pbqr jbexf? Jung'f gur rkcrpgrq orunivbhe?
Fb nsgre cbxvat nebhaq gur pbqronfr, jung znegvao zrnag urer vf gung gur guernqf ner cebcreyl fubjvat hc va gur vagresnpr sbe /e/VaqvnFcrnxf, ohg abguvat vf fubjvat hc va gur /e/onaarqfhoerqqvgf. Zl vagrecergngvba vf gung, ur'f nfxvat zr gb svaq bhg jul abguvat vf fubjvat hc ba /e/onaarqfhoerqqvg.
Vs fb, jul pna'g ur whfg fnl gung, jul qbrf ur unir gb rkcerff gur ceboyrz/oht va n bofpher dhnfv-grpuavpny jnl. Znegvao pbhyq jevgr yrtvoyr ratyvfu orsber, jul qbrf ur fhqqrayl fgnegf fcrnxvat yvxr n qehax fghqrag RFY. Vg frrzf V'z whfg orvat crggl naq avgcvpxl, ohg V jnfa'g guvaxvat bs gurfr ng gung gvzr. V bayl unq gurfr gubhtugf abj va uvaqfvtug jura V ernyvmrq jung jnf tbvat ba. Ng gung gvzr, V jnf fgvyy zbfgyl pbashfrq.
| znegvaoevfx326 : vg vf arneyl vzcbffvoyr gb qb n znwbe sbbxhc urer, ohg fgvyy, V qba'g jnag lbh cbxvat enaqbz punatrf va gur pbqr jvgu gur ubcr gung vg jbexf 😄 (sbbxhc == shpx hc) Uhu? Fbaanxirgpu, jung'f gung fhccbfrq gb zrna? Gur zrffntr vgfrys vf naablvat rabhtu, ohg punxenz ernpgvat jvgu n fjrng_fzvyr rzbwv qryviref gur svany oybj.
Vg jnf gura V ernyvmrq gurl'er ybbxvat qbja ba zr naq guvax V'z fghcvq. Zl fghcvq snpr, zl fghcvq dhrfgvbaf naq ubj V fghcvqyl fpenzoyrq qhevat gur pbqvat grfg. Gurl ubarfgyl guvax V'z whfg enaqbzyl znxvat punatrf va gur pbqr jvgubhg xabjvat jul naq zvenphybhfyl ubcr gung vg jbexf. Vs gung'f gur pnfr, gurer'f ab jnl V pbhyq rira unir svavfurq gur pbqvat grfg, yrg nybar unys bs vg.
Naq zl uhapu jnf evtug nyy nybat. Gurfr thlf qba'g xabj fuvg, gurl ner hagenvarq cbfrhef ybbxvat sbe arjovrf gb cerl hcba. Gurl unq ab novyvgl bs pbeerpgyl nffrffvat gur pbqvat grfg erfhyg, bgure jurgure vg frrzf gb or jbexvat pbeerpgyl. Gb gurve rlrf, V jnf whfg enaqbzyl znxvat punatrf naq ubcvat vg jbexf. Gur shpx. Vs gurl pna npghnyyl pbzcrgragyl pbqr gurzfryirf, gurl jbhyq xabj rknpgyl jung V'z qbvat. Gb or snve, V znqr n ybg bs fghcvq zvfgnxrf ba gur pbqvat grfg, ohg gung vf rirel qvssrerag sebz "znxvat enaqbz punatrf".
V jnf ernyyl cvffrq ng gung cbvag, ohg V cebprrqrq jvgu gur gnfx naljnl. V pna'g oryvrir V zvffrq zl qnvyl 4:00 CZ anc sbe guvf.
Nsgre n fbzr cbxvat nebhaq, V erfcbafqrq jvgu:
| ebanyq : Fb urer'f jul gur onaarq fhoerqqvg qbrfa'g fubj nalguvat: | Onfvpnyyl, gur bssvpvny erqqvg uggcf://bnhgu.erqqvg.pbz/ncv jba'g erghea onaarq guernqf.
| N erdhrfg gb uggcf://ncv.chyychfu.vb/erqqvg/frnepu/fhozvffvba/?fhoerqqvg=onaarqfhoerqqvgf&cntr=1 ergheaf 16 ragevrf.
| Gur sebagraq gura gnxrf gur vq bs gubfr ragevrf, naq cnffrf gurz gb | uggcf://bnhgu.erqqvg.pbz/ncv/vasb?vq=g3_rwd3vl,g3_rp7uyk,g3_pt6b81,g3_oszie5,g3_8rvfew,g3_81963k,g3_67f45q,g3_45ig89,g3_4579h0,g3_43ti2x,g3_438fp1,g3_41arw1,g3_41279y,g3_40t8rh,g3_3je88f,g3_3jumsr,g3_3zzlnr | ebanyq : Ohg erqqvg ergheaf 0 ragevrf, urapr, gur cntr fubjf oynax.
| Abj vs gur dhrfgvba vf jul qbrfa'g erghea nalguvat onpx, V pna bayl thrff gung vg qbrfa'g erghea onaarq guernqf, orpnhfr jryy gurl'er hu onaarq.
| ebanyq : | >>>V qba'g jnag lbh cbxvat enaqbz punatrf va gur pbqr jvgu gur ubcr gung vg jbexf | Vs lbh ner ersreevat gb zl pbqvat grfg, V jnf va gvzr cerffher gung gvzr. Cyhf, gur punatrf ner pnyphyngrq abg enaqbz, vg'f n cebprff bs ryvzvangvba gb svaq juvpu bar juvpu yvar bs pbqr vf pnhfvat vg. | ebanyq : V xabj rknpgyl jung punatrf V'z qbvat. Zvyqyl bssraqvat erznex, gb or ubarfg.
Znegvao erycvrq:
| znegvaoevfx326 : cyrnfr nqq n pbqr yvaxf gb lbhe cbvagf 🙂 Jung ner gurfr pbqr yvaxf ur xrrcf gnyxvat nobhg? (Ur'f npghnyyl ersreevat gb tvguho creznyvaxf)
| znegvaoevfx326 : Lrf, jr jvyy arrq gb erfgehpgher pbqr sebz gur fbhaq bs gung (naq jung V erzrzore) Huu, qvq znegvao rira ernq be haqrefgnaq nal bs jung V jebgr. Gurer'f ab pbqr erfgehpghevat arrqrq, gur "oht" vf va erqqvg'f bssvpvny NCV vgfrys. Erfgehpghevat vf nobhg gur shegurerfg guvat gb fhttrfg onfrq ba jung V fnvq. V pbafvqrerq gur cbffvoyvgl gung znegvao unf orra hfvat YYZ gb genafyngr ratyvfu gb uvf angvir ynathntr, jungrire vg vf.
| >>>ebanyq: Vs lbh ner ersreevat gb zl pbqvat grfg, V jnf va gvzr cerffher gung gvzr. Cyhf, gur punatrf ner pnyphyngrq abg enaqbz, vg'f n cebprff bs ryvzvangvba gb svaq juvpu bar juvpu yvar bs pbqr vf pnhfvat vg. | >>>ebanyq : V xabj rknpgyl jung punatrf V'z qbvat. Zvyqyl bssraqvat erznex, gb or ubarfg. | znegvaoevfx326 : Ab ab ab. Guvf vf whfg trareny cebwrpg znantrzrag, naq vg jnf yvtug-urnegrq, V graq gb penpx wbxrf yvxr gung. Lbh qvq irel jryy, orggre guna 80% 🙂 Bxnl snve rabhtu, V srry fghcvq sbe orvat natel abj.
Naq fb gur abafrafvpny pbairefngvba jvgu znegvao qenttrq ba, naq nf vg pbagvahrf gb qent ba, gur zber V'z pbaivaprq znegvao unf ab vqrn jung ur'f gnyxvat nobhg. Abguvat nobhg jung ur fnlf nqqf hc, naq fbzrgvzrf fnlf guvatf gung ner pbzcyrgryl veeryrinag be unf abguvat gb qb jvgu nalguvat. V gubhtug, znlor ur unf n onq qnl naq gverq fb ur'f hfvat gur grezvabybtvrf nyy jebat. V onqyl jnagrq gb oryvrir gung guvf vf n yrtvg, aba-fpnz wbo.
| znegvaoevfx326 : Ohg, bar abgr, V jbhyq nccerpvngr vs lbh sbyybj gur vafgehpgvbaf ba lbhe svefg qnl, gurer jvyy or cyragl bs gvzr sbe lbhe bja vavgvngvir. Jryy, fbeel nobhg gung. Vg frrzf gung vg'f nofbyhgryl vzcrengvir gung V nqq pbqr yvaxf gb zl rkcynangvbaf. Jul? Jul vf guvf rira arprffnel? V'z yvgrenyyl qvfphffvat vg nyernql jvgu znegvao jung gur ceboyrzf ner naq ubj gb svk gurz. Jul qb V arrq gb jevgr n sbezny qrfpevcgvba bs gur ceboyrz, pbzcyrgr jvgu pbqr yvaxf, nf vs V'z svyvat n chyy erdhrfg be oht ercbeg ba gurve orunys? Jnvg... Vf gung jung'f unccravat urer?
| znegvaoevfx326 : @ebanyq ubj ner lbh qbvat? V jnfa'g rkcrpgvat guvf gb gnxr guvf ybat 🙂 V arrq yvaxf gb eryrinag pbqr cynprf (gung lbh zragvbarq) fb jr pna qvfphff jung gb qb gurer Oerngu qbja ba zl arpx jvyy ln? V sryg n fhqqra ehfu bs nakvrgl naq fubfegarff bs oerngu nf V sbeprq zlfrys vagb jevgvat gur cebkl oht ercbeg. V fher qba'g jnag gb qb guvf, abg jvgu n znyjner va gur onpxtebhaq, abg jura gurl'er gelvat gb ehfu zr ba gur pybpx.
Fb V erfraq zl zl ercbeg jvgu gur pbqr yvaxf, naq V abgrq ng gur raq gung "Ab cbffvoyr svk be jbexnebhaq va zl zvaq __lrg__."
| znegvaoevfx326 : Bx, cvat zr jura lbh ner ernql. Naq rirelguvat vf cbffvoyr 😄 | znegvaoevfx326 : "guvf pnaabg or qbar" ner snzbhf ynfg jbeqf va fgbsgjner qri 🙂 V arire fnvq gung vg'f abg cbffvoyr... Htu, V srry fb gverq, V pna'g oryvrir V jnfgrq qnlf sbe guvf. Gung ynfg zrffntr sebz znegvao pbaivaprq zr sbe fher gung ur'f n cubal. Ur xabjf cebtenzzvat grezf, naq ohg nofbyhgryl pna'g cebtenz uvf jnl bhg bs n cncreont gb fnir uvf yvsr.
Naq vg nyy znxrf frafr abj. Gur jnl gurfr thlf ner npgvat, gur jnl gurl fnl guvatf, vg'f orpnhfr gurve ner vyyrtnyyl fhopbagenpgvat zr, ohg vafgrnq bs qvfpybfvat vg, gurl ner cergraqvat gurl ner qbvat nyy gur jbex naq gnxr perqvg sbe vg. Gurl ner cebonoyl cynaavat gb cnl zr n gval cbegvba bs jung url ner rneavat, vs gurl ner rira cynaavat gb cnl zr.
Fb 5 qnlf ntb, ba UA'f zbaguyl "Jub'f uvevat?" guernq V fnj n wbo cbfg uggcf://arjf.lpbzovangbe.pbz/guernqf?vq=zu-zna:
| zu-zna 5 qnlf ntb | cnerag | pbagrkg [–] | ba: Nfx UA: Serrynapre? Frrxvat serrynapre? (Znl 2024) | | FRRXVAT SERRYNAPRE | Jro nccyvpngvbaf - Ernpg, Firygr, Abqr.wf | Shyyl erzbgr jbex. HGP+0 gb HGP+8 gvzr-mbarf bayl. | | Obgu whavbe naq fravbe cbfvgvbaf ninvynoyr. | | Cyrnfr pbagnpg znzobxvabxv ba Qvfpbeq (fraq n sevraq erdhrfg) JVGU lbhe Tvguho nppbhag.
Url ybbx, svanyyl n wbo cbfg gung qbrfa'g nfx sbe n erfhzr, whfg n tvguho yvax. Arrqyrff gb fnl, V nccyvrq gb vg jvgubhg n frpbaq gubhtug. Na npg bs gnpgyrffarff be qrfcrengvba, jub xabjf.
V frag n sevraq erdhrfg nybat jvgu zl tvguho yvax nf vafgehpgrq, naq Znzobxvabxv ercyvrq. Znzob gbyq zr gung gurer jvyy or n guerr ubhe-ybat pbqvat grfg. V unir greevoyr nakvrgl jura vg pbzrf gb pbqvat grfgf, rfcrpvnyyl jvgu n snpr pnzren ba. Ohg V nterrq jvgu vg naljnl fvapr vg jnfa'g rknpgyl n yrrg pbqvat, whfg n fvzcyr jro ncc pbqvat fghssf, naq vg pbhyq or yrff guna guerr ubhef vs V svavfu rneyl.
Ohg orsber gung, Znzob fnvq gurer jvyy or fbzrbar jub jvyy qb n cer-fperravat grfg jvgu zr.
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Pnfhny grkg pung jvgu znegvao sbe 30 zvahgrf, V trg gb pubfr n cebwrpg bs zvar gb qvfphff. V pna qb gung, abguvat gbb uneq. V cvpxrq zbba-grzcyr fvapr vg'f fgvyy eryngviryl serfu va zl urnq. V oynoore ba nobhg, abg ernyyl fher vs V fubhyq jnvg sbe uvf ghea gb gnyx. Znegva gura ohggf va, nfxvat jung qbrf shapgvba _abqr qb? Va grezf bs vachgf naq bhgchgf.
V gbbx n zragny abgr bs ubj ur hfrq vachgf naq bhgchgf. Vg'f abg n grez V rkcrpgrq va gur pbagrkg bs shapgvbaf. Jura V urne bs vachg/bhgchgf V guvax bs svyrf naq BF vagresnprf, uneqjner be rira fvqr rssrpgf. Ur cebonoyl zrnag cnenzrgref naq erghea inyhrf. V dhvpxyl crevfurq gur gubhtug gung guvf thl unf ab vqrn jung ur'f gnyxvat nobhg, orpnhfr, jryy ab jnl, V'z fher guvf thl vf yrtvg naq pbzcrgrag.
Gura znegvao nfxf jung qbrf gung frgzrgngnoyr qb? Jryy, V'z abg rira fher ubj gb qrfpevor gung cerpvfryl jvgubhg ybbxvat vg hc. Ohg bu jryy, vg'f yvxr cebgbglcrf va wninfpevcg, vg nyybjf zr gb qb BBC frznagvpf. V'z abg rira fher vs gung znxrf frafr, ohg gunaxshyyl, znegvao fnvq "Tbbq, gung'f gur nafjre V jnf ybbxvat sbe". Zl gubhtug ntnva jrag, "uhu.. vf vg?" Gur jnl ur fnvq vg, vg frrzf yvxr ur jnf qbvat n cbc dhvm naq jnf rkcrpgvat svyy-va-gur-oynaxf nafjref. Ntnva, jrveq guvat, V srry yvxr ur qvqa'g qb n gubebhtu wbo nffrffvat zr. Be engure, znlor ur pna'g? Anu, ab jnl.
Ohg bu jryy, pneel ba, vg frrzf V cnffrq gur cer-fperravat grfg.
Ur nfxrq zr gbb vs V unir nal xvaq bs bowrpgvba gb tnzoyvat. Gung'f nyernql n erq synt, be ng yrnfg qnex benatr-vfu, ohg V'yy cynl nybat. Vg'f abg yvxr V unir n ybg bs pubvprf.
Gura znzob tnir zr n gvzr fybg orgjrra 3CZ gb 8CZ jura V jbhyq qb gur pbqvat grfg. Fvapr V nfxrq gurz gb tvir zr gvzr gb erivrj ernpgwf fvapr vg'f orra n juvyr fvapr V jebgr nal ernpg pbqr. Gurl nterrq, naq yrg zr qb gur grfg ba gur arkg zbaqnl, V unq gur jrrxraq gb oehfu hc ba ernpg pbqvat.
TODO for this weekend: * relearn react (probably just try using it on the sidebar in the ant project) * try creating a react project from scratch or template
* clean up browser, desktop, filesystem because wambo and martini will be giving a live coding test and I have to share my desktop * or just create a new temporary linux account
* setup an unused webcam and test if it works
x check out fpt-software company that my mother keeps bugging me about x port nature of code 2 examples to love2d x submit all other job applications
So an epiphany just reoccured to me. I don't have a chance through regular hiring channels. Especially not when I have to compete with more extroverted nontech LLM-copiloted people with better pleasing personalities.
No way I want to work as a glorified button-color changer anyway, LLM people can take those jobs, fine with me.
So what are my choices then?
First, I'll look for a company that I absolutely want to work for. Then, I will scour their about page, find the section where they brag about their fully diverse nice-looking employees. Then I will take note each of their names, their social media accounts. I will then stalk their social media, each one and every of them, noting down their behaviour, likes and preferences, dislikes and peeves, their hobbies and everything, what makes them tick.
Then the second phase would be to get into contact, first as an curious nobody, then to a familiar somebody, then to an distant acquaintance, to a friend, to a family, to a blood-contracted bretheren. I'd then be part of the cult without going through the hazing rituals where I lose my sense of self, to which then I could coast through life and live happily ever after AHAHAHAHAH(???..?)
What am I planning for again?
Jokes aside, yeah, directly contacting the potiential coworkers seems like a more viable alternative. At least, they'd be a better judge on what kind of people that would be fit to do the job. Maybe. It's worth trying at least.
Okay, time for a plan B. If I'm going to take the same approach to job searching, by applying to job postings I come across, I'm not going to get anywhere, which
There are two problems:
Maybe I could work on shaving my mustache and beard, and get a proper haircut. But what would that do? It would not contain the chaos that would inevitably escape from within, like painting white over a scattered debris.
Yet, these could be mere excuses for my reluctance to change. Could be, but ideally, I'd live in a world where people are not judged by their facial hair, but no, that world might as well be in a different timeline now. In this world I live in, social signals are what matters. Or not, I lost my train of thought there, I don't even know where I am going with this, I would probably conclude with more excuses why I failed in life. As amusing as it is to continue driving that trainwreck of a thought, that's not what I'm writing here.
What I'm saying is, I should do the bare minimum of making myself presentable, but no more. Although, now that I think about it, I have an abstract notion of what presentable means, which is to say, I have no idea what it means beyond getting a haircut. I guess that's that, get a haircut. Heck no, I'm not going outside just to get a haircut, what a waste of time, effort and willpower, and money.
Fuck, okay, let me try again. I wasn't planning to turn this log into a stream of consciousness, just write the notable bits.
Just shave my beard, and either shave the mustachio, or trim it clean. I think my hair is still fine as it is. If I get HR filtered for having a stupid looking face, then fine by me. I'm not even applying for a public facing job, why does that matter so much. I'm looking for a job where they throw me deep in a labrynith dungeon to work 8-6, where no ass-kissing and pretentious bullshitry can thrive. Just let me do the damn work, why does this have to be so hard.
On second thought, I don't think I want to work.
Vg'f rneyl zbaqnl zbeavat ntnva, gvzr gb ernffrff zl pheerag yvsr genwrpgbel. Lrfgreqnl, zl zbgure znqr vg pyrne gung fur jba'g ab gnxr sbe na nafjre, gung fur jvyy tb gb ivrganz jvgu zr, naq V jvyy jbex gurer. Ure ernfbaf: fur qbrfa'g yvxr guvf cynpr nalzber, naq gurer'f na vapbzvat jne, naq zl fvfgre vf pheeragyl jbexvat nf n grnpure va ivrganz. Orpnhfr fur xrrcf jngpuvat gurfr tbqqnza srne-zbatrevat lbhghoref jub xrrcf fnlvat "jne, jne, JNE vf pbzvat, CYF yvxr naq FHOFPEVOR gb zl punaary!!?".
Gurer'f fb zhpu jebat jvgu guvf V qba'g rira xabj jurer gb fgneg. Zbfg vzcbegnagyl, zl zbgure znqr vg pyrne gung V arire unq serrqbz va gur svefg cynpr. Fur ernyyl xabjf ubj gb qevir zr va gur pbeare, hagvy fur oraqf zr gb ure jvyy naq punatr zl zvaq.
V jvyy cebir ure jebat. Guvf qnl, V qrpvqrq gb nffreg zl zlfrys. V jvyy oernx gurfr punvaf bs pbageby qvfthvfrq nf cneragny pbapreaf. V jvyy tb bhg bs gur ubhfr, yrnir ubzr sbe tbbq, naq svaq nal wbo V pbhyq gnxr, fuvg cnl be abg. Gur bayl ernfba V chg hc jvgu gurfr yvivat pbaqvgvbaf hagvy abj vf gur fbpvny nakrgvl gung vf ceriragvat zr sebz vagrtengvat jvgu gur erfg bs fbpvrgl.
Ohg zl nakvrgl sebz zl zbgure vf fgrnqvyl tebjvat, gb gur cbvag gung naljurer ryfr vf svar, naq tbvat bhgfvqr qbrf'g frrz nyy gbb njshy abj va pbzcnevfba.
Vg'f gvzrf yvxr gurfr gung vfrxnv tvirf gung frafr bs eryvrs. Ba gur qnex fvqr, vfrxnv zvtug or n zrgncube sbe qrngu be fhvpvqr. Ohg gur nygreangvir vagrecergngvba vf fgnegvat n ubcrshyyl orggre yvsr narj, yrnir rirelguvat oruvaq. Vg zrnaf tbvat gb n qvfgnag cynpr jurer rirelguvat vf fgenatr be hasnzvyvne.
Jryy, gung'f gur cyna ng yrnfg. V'z abg tbvat bhg va gur fgerrgf ubyqvat n fvta "jvyy pbqr lbhe PEHQ sbe crnahgf", ng yrnfg abg vzzrqvngryl. Va gvzrf bs qrfcrengvba, V'yy whfg ntterffviryl fgneg nccylvat sbe nal penccl ybpny wbof V pbhyq svaq. Erzbgr jbex vfa'g ernyyl na bcgvba nalzber qhr gb n irel qvfehcgvir raivebazrag. Vg jbhyq or n fhccbfrqyl grzc wbo, hagvy V pbhyq fnir rabhtu gb zbir gb n yrff penccl wbo.
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